She...

is that girl who is growing up to be a woman
is that girl who is strong in her deepest pain
is that girl who tries to put her smiles above her tears
is that girl who builds up her walls to cover up her life
is that girl who tries to lift evrybody's lips up
is that girl who tries to survive in her wild liffe
is that girl who builds her own path and walk through it
is that girl who define her life in words even she never really find the words
is that girl who doesnt know what to hold on or what to let go
is that girl who prefers being with a kids to what so called adults
is that girl who is tired of running in her life
is that girl who is dying to control her emotions
is that girl who is dying to make happiness for her life
is that girl who wants to be a woman that man needs
is that girl who is dying to kill her selfish thoughts
is that girl who wants a lil room in her busy damn fuasdfghjck life
is that girl who got mounts of wishes. oceans of hopes. tons of dreams. and thousands of spirits to make it all happen
is that girl who every girls never wanna be.
is that girl who is everything that every girl's not.
is that girl who will not think twice to give her beautiful middle fingers for those who deserve it.
is that girl who won't go down when some people kick her ass off, she'll kick them back.
is that girl who cant control her tongue. she tells everybody like what she feels. theres nothing has to be hid.
is that girl who believes that her life will be ended beautifully no matter how much strugle that she must face now.
is that girl who cries. not because she's weak. but because her defense has already broken.
is that girl who say everything's ok. not because she wants to lie. but because it's one of her wish for her own problem.
is that girl who is afraid to fall, because she's afraid that no one's gonna catch her down there.
is that girl who wrote this post.


some lines are my wishes. for what i wanted myself to be.
some lines are the truth. from what i've been through.